I may be a little less on here because exams are coming up. For now, in this calm before the storm of finals, I am doing everything I can to create a positive and healthy environment for myself.

I am printing out, drawing, and writing positive messages to put all over my room. I am spending so much time in God’s word. I feel more at peace now than I have in a long time.

This hasn’t magically made me better, and I really don’t expect it to in the next few days or weeks or anything like that. I’m doing it to have a little bit of positivity in each day. I want motivation on the bad days. I deserve to start to believe some of these things, even when it’s hard.